Assignments never ending!!!!!!!!

OMG!!! Assignments after assignments...... when will all these end!!! i am really feeling stress... too tense le... worse than exam... i am brain dead.. What's going on? Y am i unable to write and focus. i am only left with 1 day to complete a detailed lesson plan. Can i do it? Help me Help me. So stress up!
Grandpa again so fierce.. for nothing again scold.. haiz... must tolerate jo....
I miss eshelle.. Wanna bring her out next sunday.. haha... to destress?
Jo, get on with your work!! I am really very tired. Can someone help me...

After a month or so

Hmm. I think it have been a month or so since i wrote any messages. I felt so busy!! $$$ so important... In this 1 month, i have experience joy, sorrow, pain.... You know what life is filled off? Haha.. Its filled with assignments.... hehe... anyway really got a lot of assignments due.... have been giving myself lots of pressure and stress in order to score good grades to cross over to degree... i really have put in a lot of effort... My only destress method now is to meet dear once in a week to go out walk walk... i think thats important to me.. being with him gives me a sense of belonging and happiness.. knowing he is there for u and that u can trust him to take care of you. Its just like at that moment the world is only the 2 of us... haha... so much thoughts today.. i will be moving... moving to my granny house... hmmm... but of course i still need to give rental.. i have been out of 'home' since more than a year.. whenever i felt like crying or i need someone to hug at night, i will hug my piglet and start crying to release my longing for family love... or shall i say 'father' love.. i miss my dad alot... is god really fair... or is anything fair... my lecturer always says that the there is nothing fair in the world.. i agree!!! if fair, i will not be feeling this way... will i be happy... what is happy? how do we define happy? Am i asking for too much... i really wan a family photo... thats my wish really... yah.. haiz... y am i making myself so emotional again... cheer up Jo... you will have your own family soon... you sure will get your happiness...

After 1 mth and 8 days...

Oh Goodness.... I so long nv write on blog le... busy is the reason??? :P Ever since school starts, a lot of things to look into... Now, its already the 3rd week of the semester... so fast... and next week is new year le... time really flies.. Dear has been in his work for abt 3 weeks too le.. I sometimes only get to see him once in 4 days.. hmmm... we planned it to be on in sept... but is it confirm.. i don't know... now for me, i just wish to be able to get the yishun flat... PLs.............

Lucille's b'day cum dinner at novena

Wow... everything is mickey house and friends... party hats, plates, balloons and many more.... if eshelle is there, she sure like it.. but too bad.. went to linda's baby girl one yr old b'day at bishan, had bunch there and ard 5 plus went with ivan, shimin and huiying to this steamboat buffet at novena... $20.80 per pax... i can't stuff anymore food in le... wow... this time our generation having dinner together.. its good to go out and chit chat once in a while :) took some pictures ... after dinner, we decided to go ginza plaza ( west coast shopping centre) to drink coffee and continue our chit-chatting.. see.... guys can chat long long too... sat for abt 2 hrs... wow.. we do have a lot to talk abt.. :) reach home abt 11.. and here i am writing it down.. hehe

Results out le...

My results are out... Got two As, three B+ and one B-..... Science got B-... hmmm... Overall not bad la. Haha Anyway, pay also out at the same time... haven start spending, already $900 gone.. OMG... Am i still allow to buy my long champ bag??? i don't know... i wanna save up money... how? lets see how much i can save this month... don't know.... i'll try... anyway giving granny and family a treat next week.... hehe... coz my sister giving mah... then i also cannot nv give,.... haiz... all her fault... :P

After a long time

It has been some time since i blog. Busy recently being a nanny. I am helping my cousin with his little princess. I have been eating outside food for the past week, OMG, can't stand it le... hehe.. Yeh... going granny house to have dinner tmr.. and can visit my big aunt le... she came back from malaysia to visit us since 1st dec and i haven seen her since she came back... bad girl... hmm... 1 month bonus..... enough???? don't know... just bought tickets for our hotel and transport for our kl trip... Yes, kl again... i would rather go for short trips. Results.. When is my results coming out? nervous.. anyway, this weekend my cousin's maid coming back le, and its gonna be a busy weekend for me... sat.. go airport pick the maid, then eshelle's birthday.. (haven get present yet), then sunday fren's wedding in the noon and later after that must rush to my another cousin's daughter 1 yr old birthday... hmm.. busy.. next week going kl le... looking forward to it.. ok.. have to stop le... need to give my baby a nap le...

Food Food Food

OMG... i am so full now... Just had char siew rice and it was a big packet.. how can i get rid of my fats when i am inputting more fats.. ? Am i ready for the day? NOP. :) i need to do something to get rid of my fats man... haha Went marina yesterday and had seoul garden, and guess what? i am going to marina again today to have hotpot buffet.... hehe... Fats again... oh my mens.... not here yet... die la.. so stress till like that... maybe boz my mens not here, thats y i left so bloated... will update pictures tonight... :)