Assignments never ending!!!!!!!!

OMG!!! Assignments after assignments...... when will all these end!!! i am really feeling stress... too tense le... worse than exam... i am brain dead.. What's going on? Y am i unable to write and focus. i am only left with 1 day to complete a detailed lesson plan. Can i do it? Help me Help me. So stress up!
Grandpa again so fierce.. for nothing again scold.. haiz... must tolerate jo....
I miss eshelle.. Wanna bring her out next sunday.. haha... to destress?
Jo, get on with your work!! I am really very tired. Can someone help me...

After a month or so

Hmm. I think it have been a month or so since i wrote any messages. I felt so busy!! $$$ so important... In this 1 month, i have experience joy, sorrow, pain.... You know what life is filled off? Haha.. Its filled with assignments.... hehe... anyway really got a lot of assignments due.... have been giving myself lots of pressure and stress in order to score good grades to cross over to degree... i really have put in a lot of effort... My only destress method now is to meet dear once in a week to go out walk walk... i think thats important to me.. being with him gives me a sense of belonging and happiness.. knowing he is there for u and that u can trust him to take care of you. Its just like at that moment the world is only the 2 of us... haha... so much thoughts today.. i will be moving... moving to my granny house... hmmm... but of course i still need to give rental.. i have been out of 'home' since more than a year.. whenever i felt like crying or i need someone to hug at night, i will hug my piglet and start crying to release my longing for family love... or shall i say 'father' love.. i miss my dad alot... is god really fair... or is anything fair... my lecturer always says that the there is nothing fair in the world.. i agree!!! if fair, i will not be feeling this way... will i be happy... what is happy? how do we define happy? Am i asking for too much... i really wan a family photo... thats my wish really... yah.. haiz... y am i making myself so emotional again... cheer up Jo... you will have your own family soon... you sure will get your happiness...

After 1 mth and 8 days...

Oh Goodness.... I so long nv write on blog le... busy is the reason??? :P Ever since school starts, a lot of things to look into... Now, its already the 3rd week of the semester... so fast... and next week is new year le... time really flies.. Dear has been in his work for abt 3 weeks too le.. I sometimes only get to see him once in 4 days.. hmmm... we planned it to be on in sept... but is it confirm.. i don't know... now for me, i just wish to be able to get the yishun flat... PLs.............